11 March, 2006

I want to give up...

I had some rice with dinner and obviously this is something I'll need to cut right down on... I measured my bgl before dinner - 5.2 and two hours later 10.7 (that's in mmol/m).

I just want to give up....

I just want to eat what I like (doesn't even have to be junk food).
I don't want to *have* to exercise.
I don't want to have to prick my fingers on a daily basis.
I don't want to have to go to the doctors so often.
I don't want to think of all the bloody complications possible if I don't control my levels.
I don't want to have to do this for the rest of my damn life.

What was that sound, you ask? Meh, just my new year's resolution (to be more positive) shattering into a million pieces...

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