I had some rice with dinner and obviously this is something I'll need to cut right down on... I measured my bgl before dinner - 5.2 and two hours later 10.7 (that's in mmol/m).
I just want to give up....
I just want to eat what I like (doesn't even have to be junk food).
I don't want to *have* to exercise.
I don't want to have to prick my fingers on a daily basis.
I don't want to have to go to the doctors so often.
I don't want to think of all the bloody complications possible if I don't control my levels.
I don't want to have to do this for the rest of my damn life.
I DON'T WANT TO BE DIABETIC.
What was that sound, you ask? Meh, just my new year's resolution (to be more positive) shattering into a million pieces...
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